Oh my gosh... I miss him and I've been thinking a lot about him for over a year now.... I lived so close to him.... So many times while he was still alive I thought about driving down to meet him. Because we did actually live in the same state.
I really miss him greatly.... I wanted a chance to meet him because he had such a wonderful personality and he was very nice to me. He was also one of my first real male friends that I had ever made. He was one of the ones that changed my views on guys.
I just wish I could've saved him.... Dei.... I miss you.... Maybe one day I can meet you, but I guess that time will have to wait.
Anyways, thanks for inviting me to the group, it means a lot to me. (':